The biopsy result was inconclusive. It showed traces of abnormal cells but they want to complete another biopsy to be on th safe side, so they can see if it was an accurate result or a fluke. They also want to do a CT scan to see if there is any evidence of a tumour anywhere else. It’s all a bit of a mess really.
Chest pain is still coming and going. More coming than going really, and I keep having trouble getting my breath. Should probably see someone about it, but I just don’t want to face any more medical professionals at the moment. All my spare time seems to be being spent in hospitals.
Haven’t got round to seeing the mental health advisor or counsellor yet, but have a free afternoon tomorrow so I may do it then. I know I need to speak to someone about all of this anxiety and depression and I don’t know who. I feel like I am putting upon my friends far too much and I need to stop doing that.
Ruth
January 21, 2008 at 8:15 am
Your friends will say when you start putting upon them too much so don’t worry about that.
Also, loving the new theme
January 22, 2008 at 3:31 am
Blog looks beautiful. I need to see a rainbow.
How does it feel that it was inconclusive?
Maybe that’s part of the chest anxiety? Not knowing. I hope you can find someone good to talk to about it all.
This is really seriously beautiful here.