I am alive. Currently in a psych unit. Got found by police on Saturday night, was going to throw myself in front of a car but concerned motorists rang police and they took me to A&E. Don’t know how long I am in for. Life looks bleak at the moment. Will try and keep blog updated via phone.
Ruth

July 10, 2008 at 11:23 am
Just glad to hear you’re okay. It’s nice to know that some people don’t take a blind eye and actually do something. Take care x
July 10, 2008 at 7:48 pm
As above. Glad people are trying to help. Hope things gradually become less bleak for you.
July 10, 2008 at 8:12 pm
Glad to read you are safe Ruth, take care…
July 11, 2008 at 12:48 am
Very pleased to hear that you are safe. Take care. Hannah X
July 15, 2008 at 2:14 pm
Ruth tried to take her life again last night. She spoke of deleting this blog when I last talked to her. Please keep her in your thoughts, for those who are so inclined please pray.
July 15, 2008 at 2:45 pm
aww exactscience – that isn’t what I wanted to hear, but I take it she’s okay? She’s still in my thoughts and I hope, hope she gets the support she needs.
How are you feeling about it?
July 15, 2008 at 4:30 pm
Shes in my thoughts. I hope that Ruth gets all the help that she needs. Hannah X
July 20, 2008 at 10:29 pm
Still here and still thinking of you, Ruth.
July 24, 2008 at 12:00 pm
Also still here, and praying.
July 30, 2008 at 10:19 pm
I hope you get all the help & care you want & need, thinking of you.