Luckily the conversation with the strange blogging troll seems to have ceased for the moment. He went from my blog to Experimental Chimp’s and then I don’t know where. Hopefully back under his stone.
Last night proved to me that I will get involved in arguments and debates far too readily. I didn’t agree with what he was saying and I told him so. This has got me into fights and trouble in the past and I really should have learnt by now to bite my tongue and think before I speak. However, I continue to stand up for other people and get involved in petty arguments and discussions that add nothing to my life except to drag me down.
I was impulsive again this morning and cut myself. I had promised I wouldn’t do it since coming out of hospital but the need was overwhelming so I did it. I then realised it needed looking at so I went to A&E, which was worryingly busy for a Bank Holiday, and got it sutured by a charming FY2 who hadn’t sutured anyone since qualifying and a staff grade who observed the FY2 and stepped in at various points.
I am now back home. My legs are sore. I am tired and depressed. I am trying to sort my room out but it is requiring too much energy. Plus it is cold and raining on a day where rain was not forecast.
Ruth
August 27, 2008 at 10:55 pm
keep on ranting if it helps! I’ve no advice to give, just good wishes from a wet and miserable corner of Yorkshire.