Weak Minded: Giving In To My Usual Tricks

No matter how many times I try not to, no many how many times I tell myself it isn’t worth it, no matter how many times I use distraction techniques; it still happens. I am weak willed when it comes to self-harm. I know this, and on the whole I have come to accept it. That doesn’t mean I am happy about it, but I know that it is easier if I self-harm when I initially feel the urge to do so, rather than put it off, as invariably I end up doing it eventually and the longer I have distracted myself from doing it then the worse it will be.