It’s quite depressing that over the past week the top two search terms used to find this blog have been:
“what will happen if I overdose on zopiclone” and
“allergic to steri-strips”.
I am sure there is more to my life than this.
Today has been a ‘meh’ day. I got a phonecall from the CMHT offering me an appointment on Thursday afternoon but I cannot make it. I rang them back and left a message but no one has got back to me yet. The only thing I can think is that the notes from A&E and the Crisis Team arrived with the CMHT at some point during today and this is why they suddenly want to make an appointment. I could move what I am doing on Thursday and go and see the CPN, but my sister is coming over and she has promised to take me out for lunch and then we are going shopping. I know that seeing Jenn will do me good, and I don’t see her half as much as I would like, what with her living in a different country, so I’m not cancelling for the CMHT.
If they want to see me, then they can work round me.
Ruth

October 7, 2008 at 8:40 pm
I know what you mean about horrible search terms- I wrote about them today too. But thats really not what your life is about its just some words you have mentioned that a search has picked up on, I am sure tehre are many more positive things to your life bt people just are not searching for them. Hannah X
October 7, 2008 at 8:58 pm
Isn’t it weird how they do that? One of my top two search terms is “oh bother”. Why the heck would anyone look for that and why’d they find it on my blog? I think it’s safe to figure that Google and whatnot are just weird. Don’t take it personally. The googlebot is the nuts one, not you. And I second what coloured mind says too.
October 7, 2008 at 10:10 pm
I’m not sure if this will cheer you up, or scare you rigid but did you ever read a blog called Random Acts of Reality (EMT working for london ambulance service)
Despite this career he still comes in at googles highest rank search if you look up “Womble Porn”
Do it, and you get his post where he refers to a few of the worrying terms people have used to find his site.
Certainly made me feel better about my wierdo searchers, but concerned about the worlds population…
October 7, 2008 at 10:19 pm
huh. might want to have read your blog roll first…doh!
October 8, 2008 at 1:40 am
“Prozac” is something that gets people reading everyday. Not as bad as everyone elses searches thankgod but seeing as I’m not on the stuff anymore, will finding this fact out be disappointing for the googlers?
I’d stick with your sister too though right now would drop everything to talk to someone. Take care x