Half an hour until Allison comes round.
I don’t know whether to be honest with her about everything. Some things have changed since last night.
I feel like a fraud though, especially when Seaneeen wrote that I am strong, which I am most definitely not.
Don’t feel well, and yet I know why. Not prepared to do anything about it though.
Ruth

November 24, 2008 at 4:24 pm
I hope it went well x
November 24, 2008 at 4:37 pm
ditto chouette! I hope you were able to be honest and she is able to help. Take care. X
November 24, 2008 at 5:49 pm
Thinking of you, keep us posted Ruth
Lola x
November 24, 2008 at 7:19 pm
Hope it went well and that you were able to be honest.
Keep safe.
November 24, 2008 at 10:54 pm
Hiya
I hope your appointment went well. And you are strong because you’ve been getting through this, you’re doing really well.
November 25, 2008 at 10:42 pm
Well, I think you are.
December 1, 2008 at 10:16 pm
Ruth, hope you are okay x
December 2, 2008 at 12:09 am
Thinking of you Ruth x
December 2, 2008 at 11:16 am
My thoughts are with you. Please take care honey. x
December 3, 2008 at 12:08 am
Ruth, love. I hope you’re okay.
December 4, 2008 at 9:03 am
hi ruth, i hope ur ok hun, not seen you post in a bit. thinking of u, and sending u well wishes and hugs.
x
December 4, 2008 at 9:55 pm
Hey Ruth. How are you? long time no post. Hope the appointment went well. Love Hannah X
December 6, 2008 at 9:34 pm
Ruth, am thinking of you and hoping you are OK.
December 7, 2008 at 5:23 am
We’re all strong Ruth, but we all have moments of weakness. They’re nothing to be ashamed of. The idea is to take advantage of the moments when we’re strong to make ourselves better than we were. Then, when we’re in a moment of weakness we’re better prepared to pass through it. Those moments of weakness are not to be ashamed of, we all have them. It is normal to feel them. And it will pass because you have been strong, and you have been preparing.
December 20, 2008 at 8:58 pm
I hope everything went ok. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.