I have neglected this blog for far too long, however, people who are around me on a regular basis would say that I have been neglecting a lot of things recently. Friendships have been a main one for me, I seem to have turned myself into a recluse but some very good friends are trying, somewhat unsuccessfully, to rectify this. With neglecting my friends comes hiding myself away from all forms of social contact and that includes this blog.
To be honest I’m not sure how much longer I can keep this blog going. My life seems a monotony of medication, appointments, misery punctuated with the odd hypomania, attendances at A&E and subsequent assessments by the psych liaison nurses/duty psychs. It does not make for interesting reading.
I am approaching some bad anniversaries in my life. The last 12 months have been horrendous and I am not sure what has changed over the course of the year. I need to focus on keeping me safe and getting through until the New Year. That may include writing this blog, but it may not. I am not sure at present.
Either way I will let you, the readers, know of my decision.
Ruth
