I have neglected this blog for far too long, however, people who are around me on a regular basis would say that I have been neglecting a lot of things recently. Friendships have been a main one for me, I seem to have turned myself into a recluse but some very good friends are trying, somewhat unsuccessfully, to rectify this. With neglecting my friends comes hiding myself away from all forms of social contact and that includes this blog.
To be honest I’m not sure how much longer I can keep this blog going. My life seems a monotony of medication, appointments, misery punctuated with the odd hypomania, attendances at A&E and subsequent assessments by the psych liaison nurses/duty psychs. It does not make for interesting reading.
I am approaching some bad anniversaries in my life. The last 12 months have been horrendous and I am not sure what has changed over the course of the year. I need to focus on keeping me safe and getting through until the New Year. That may include writing this blog, but it may not. I am not sure at present.
Either way I will let you, the readers, know of my decision.
Ruth
November 8, 2009 at 7:28 pm
I for one hope you to keep writing, but if not, I wish you the best and really want you to get better again. Lxxx
November 8, 2009 at 9:14 pm
I echo that sentiment. Keep blogging – but if you decide to stop more power to you.
November 8, 2009 at 9:19 pm
Aww honey. Have been wondering how you are. I hope you continue to write too, but it’s more important you do what you want.
xx
November 8, 2009 at 9:36 pm
I hope you continue to write too. I only found your blog about three months ago but it really struck a chord with me. Either way, stay safe.
November 8, 2009 at 10:02 pm
I hope you stay safe and you can feel better soon. Thinking of you. XXX
November 9, 2009 at 12:53 am
You do what’s best for you lovely x
November 9, 2009 at 8:11 pm
Ruth, I think of you… x
November 11, 2009 at 10:22 am
Been wondering if you were ok. Sorry it’s been so bad. Hope you feel better and stay safe.
Karen xx